I'm not even sad anymore



I'm still here!

Nothing to stay right now expect.........Yeah!


Ramble sesh #1

This is a rambling blog. Hope you enjoy.

It's currently 4:32 AM and I am in bed, wide awake, watching paid programming / some movie with Tom Hanks which does not interest me one bit . I have the worst sleep schedule ever mostly when I'm home. I'm not really sure what I should be writing right now or why I'm typing this. I guess it's just a way of not losing my mind. There are so many things in life that I want and I feel like they are the furthest they have ever been. Would life be better if we got everything we wanted ? Do things happen for a reason? That, I'm not too sure of. I've always been a type of person to get up, get out and make things happen. I still operate that way but for some reason it doesn't feel the same. I can't tell If I'm losing my mind because I'm home or I've just lost it. I think it's a little bit of both. So much has changed over the last year, I don't know where to begin. I started touring more and more to the point where I couldn't remember the last time I was home. My car fell apart forcing me to junk it. I broke up with my girlfriend of 2+ years last May and have been dealing with the feeling of being alone since. It's something I don't have much experience with. It's feels like I've always had someone and I'm just used to it. It's nice to know if everything came crashing down that someone would still be there. I can honestly say, that I'm done searching for that someone. When the time is right, A great girl will be in my life. Does this mean that I am currently unhappy with my life and will be a miserable dude until then? No. I know this blog doesn't make it seem like everything is a-okay. I'll assure you, I'm doing just fine. I am just in a very strange state of mind. 2010 will be interesting. Hey, I'm alive right?. That is all. I need to sleep. Perhaps, I will start updating this blog more often. Perhaps.......

- J



2009 was a great year. I was fortunate enough to tour the country multiple times, have a music video on national television. retail stores, have a record in stores, see my face in multiple magazines and put smiles on thousands of kids. Although, most of the year was spent away from friends and family, I think it turned out to be a great year. 2010 is going to be my year, the bands year. I can only hope all of my friends stay happy and healthy. Be safe tonight.



The snow has fallen.

I'm home and I'm loving it. There is nothing like waking up in your own
bed to snow covered window. This is home life. I've been having a really
good time and I'm thankful we were able to be home with our famlies and

I've been relaxing listening to my favorite albums and watching my
favorite tv shows that I haven't seen in ages.

Couldn't ask for anything more this Christmas well ...maybe one thing but
in time, I feel it'll all work out. I have faith. Who knows. Good things
come in time.

Enjoy the holidays and Be safe!

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